Today's Call

After I spoke with my would be partner for more than an hour today, i came to know many of this thoughts.
I always knew that he is very caring person.
But today i came to know more about himm....
There will be hardly only few men who can support and feel very happy when their lady is getting more successful in life..
And i am the one of those luckies woman on earth whose partner does feels very happy when i am successful and leading a good career life..

Judgement Day

Today it is looking like a Judgement Day for me. I am feeling lost in this world, where people think more of a region, caste and all. It's like fighting in the war and loosing the battle very badly, which I never want to loose in this life.
Butterflies are flying in the stomach. Head is breaking. There is no joy of living. Whom to choose, what to do, where to go and many more questions are roaming in the mind. There is hardly a place in the mind left to think positively. But hold the breath and think postivitely and take a decision which leads to a fruitful life.

It's a judgement day, its hard to live ever based on this day, which i have to do in the rest of my life.
It's a judgement day, its hard to bare this, every minute is liking spending centuries together.
It's a judgement day , feeling like to run away from this day, but have to spend it completly.

Oh my almighty GOD, bless me that the judgement will be fare to live with.

Telengana Issue

Due to this telengana issue, people have forgotten that they are Indians. The people of the state are critizing each other because of this issue. FriendShip's are broken because of this. Some times this is causing serious problem in marriage matches. Though people say they live in the 21st century, they still have the region issues. This is very sad part of our country.
And by the time Phri Mele Mille Sur Mera thumara came, people who has never seen the old advertisment are all of for that advertising. Looking at all the big starts.

Love.. Love.. Love...

Love , Love , Love ...
Everyones know this, but only some experiences it.
The ultimate thing which every human being should feel & have is Love.
It is so nice to know that a person dies for U,
Cares for U,
Gets tensed when U r getting late to return to home at night,
Feels Good when U r happy,
Feels Sad when U r sad,
Laughs with U,
Cries with U,
Always thinks of U,
Keeps note of each and every small things of U,
Keeps note of Ur likes and dislikes, Ur favorites,
Just waits to listen to Ur voice,
Dies to see You,
Dies to hug you,
Never thinks of another person in heart or mind,
Just wants U because U should be happy and happy and happy.

At the same time, it is a very beautiful feeling to care and live for that person, who is made for you in this life.

Butterfly , Butterfly , Butterfly.

Hey catapillar you can't fly,
You can't move and go around,
You can dream and just you dream,
And the time comes just for you,
When you get your own wings,
Butterfly fly away,
Go and live all your dreams,
Butterfly fly away,
Butterfly.... Butterfly... Butterfly...

Relief my head

I have started this blog just to put all my thoughts what ever it is and to make myself relief. No matter if no viewers are there. I never care.

Just a thought of putting my thoughts here brought a smile on my face.

Today I and mom had a agrument on my life ahead. As i have chosen a person as my life partner on my own. Ya Ya what people generally say as Love.

Finally our conversation ended by both of us breaking into tears.

I understood one thing, we generally get tensed for everything.

We make decisions, but its difficult to stand on our decisions.

We make promises, but its difficult to stand on our promise.

We starve because of anger, but its difficult to bear the hunger. {sorry its not hunger, its anger, as generally when people get angry they do not eat food properly, sounding silly, yes its true.}

We speak out instantly, latter its difficult to hear the consequences.

I understood one thing, it is not the society which is complicated, its we who are too complicated. Any ways the society comes up from individuals, I think that is the reason even it is heavly complicated.

I love my parents a lot a lot. And they have also accepted my decision. And we are waiting from his parents to listen that.

But still as they are parents and they love me unconditionally they have their own fears and doubts. like ..

What if they don't agree for this.

What if they don't accept U happily.

What if they don't treat U properly after marriage.

Hmmmmm.....

I do agree these are the common feelings that the parents have within them if we choose a person.

But I am sure that once everything is settled, my parents will be the happiest one on the earth. (Amen & GOD BLESS EVERYONE ! :)).

But now I am feeling extremely bad for the argument with my mother. MOM FORGIVE ME.

May be I am not the best daughter of the world, but I am not Bad. I LOVE U MOM.

That's it for now.